| hey everyone... well this summer hasnt been all that great. Except for the fact that i've got to spend a lot of time with my boy. i wish i coulda hung out with my friends a lil more though. I guess summer's not over yet lol. Anyways... me and brendan are really doing amazing.. he got me a promise ring not too long ago. I love him so much. You should see my ring though. It's beautiful. Anyways... i've been lookin at used car dealerships for a couple of days and i think i have an idea of what i'm gettin, I didnt get my license on my birthday cause my mom waited too long to take me to get my permit. So i'm able to get in August 23rd. SO yeah... i've been lookin at a lot of pontiac grand am's... i love those cars. I've also been lookin for mercury cougars but i heard they're pretty high on insurance and since i have to pay for it on my own adn i have to pay my grandma off monthly for buyin it i need to find somethin worth my money that i can afford.But i dunno... i guess i got a month to find |
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| hey everyone..well i havent been on here for a while. i dont really use xanga...i'm more of a myspace fan lol so if u want u can holla at me on that...or just leave me a commetn on here and i'll try to get back at ya |
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| well hey everyone i hope you all have a great day today...remember i love you!!!
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| Isnt it funny how the people you thought all along were your friends could really care less about you??? There is one person specifically that has completely dropped me for everything. She is the biggest hypocrit i know... she used to be completely against drinking and smokin and used to yell at me and now thats all she does.. .Steals cigarettes from her mom.... drinks every fuckin night. Sure she says she's my friend but when does she ever act like it?? When does she ever pick up the fuckin phone and ask me how i've been?? When has she taken 5 minutes out of her day to see what the hell im doing?? Never. I have been there through everything for her and what have i gotten in return??? Nothing. How many of her other friends have ever given a shit about how the hell she feels?? She's gonna turn out just like her mother.. who she used to hate being around because of the same shit she's doing now. Smokin and drinkin......you can tell me well its highschool you're supposed to smoke and drink... yeah been there done that not that big a deal. But when you used to bitch people out about it and make a big deal of it...thats just gay. She has stabbed so many of her real friends in the back its not even funny.... you know what it's okay though.. one of these days she's gonna realize who her true friend was all along... she'll come around. And it will be too late......
Anyways new subject...
Me and Brendan are doing really great. He is the most amazing boyfriend ever. He has done everything for me... really changed my life around... I am really happy to say he's mine. I know that we have had our hard times... REally hard times at that. But we have always made it through. He tells me all the time how much he loves me and how he has never felt like this for any other girl. He says he thought he loved someone but now he knows what love really is and she never came close. I feel the exact same way. I thought i loved someone at one time too... and then i got with brendan and i saw what love was all about .i want to marry him. No doubt in my mind. He is my future husband. Did i mention he's gettin me a promise ring for my birthday??? This is really the real deal.....we're in it for the long haul...Too bad you girls didnt get to him before i did!! lol I love you brendan!
Sooo.... my birthday is July 17th...that should be okay i guess.. I dont get a car or my lisence though so i guess its really not gonna be that great. Thats all i want. But i dunno i'm going to red white and boom tomorrow with Katelyn, Kyra, Brendan, and Eric... that should be a lot of fun.... anyways im out...babysittin for 25 bucks lol .Later
<3 Jessica Renee (Mcbride) lol
I love you baby..... |
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| well hey i havent been on here in forever and i dont really have anything to say xcept i love my baby! |
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